This is an attempt to describe the despair I used to feel when I was facing the complex and even more confusing interactions in a realtionship I had, which were like "in loops" - repeating over and over again.
Especially when I noticed that I began to act like I never wanted to, as a (helpless) reaction not only related to the actions of the person on the opposite, but also to my incapacity to understand and to embrace.
Which is essential to destroy borders- psychic and physical, set up by society, influencing us all.
lyrics
try. try & get back. trytrytry. again
- resignation
diese konfusen handlungsweisen, deine
erschließen, mit zunehmenden abstand,
sich mir immer weniger
ebenso meine bemühungen,
durch verbiegen zu brechen
- pressure shaped you my dear
so verbleibe ich
mit gezogenem messer
& einem gruß
an meine eigene unfähigkeit, einfach so
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